Split Soul

Why am I like this?

I am spiritual, yet an atheist,

I am emotional, yet not sentimental,

I am so aloof, yet so concerned,

I am distinct, yet so common,

I am pure, yet so evil,

I am right, yet so wrong,

I am a fool, yet so wise,

I am prejudiced, yet so credulous,

I am biased, yet so righteous,

I am docile, yet so rebellious,

I am what I am, yet I am what not I am.

Why am I like this?